You have not known what you are.
You have slumbered upon yourself all your life.
Your eyes have been as much as closed most of the time.
What you have done is already in mockeries.

The mockeries are not you.
Underneath them
And within them,
I see you lurk...


-Walt Whitman


25.10.09

what i should have said...


"I'm not frightened. I'm not frightened of anything. The more I suffer, the more I love. Danger will only increase my love. It will sharpen it. It will give it spice. I will be the only angel you need. You will leave life even more beautiful than you entered it. Heaven will take you back and look at you and say: Only one thing can make a soul complete. And that thing is love."


--Michael, The Reader
I LIKE YOU. And more than that, I feel like I'm stepping beyond the lines of just liking someone. I maybe be too young to understand what love really means, but I think this is it. If this is not love then I don't know anymore. But I will never think. There's already too many questions in my head. I'm just gonna say it and let it hang. But I will never spend the rest of my life thinking and not be with you.

I'm going to jump, and scream I love you as I fall.












14 comments:

RJ said...

Your message is very loud and clear! Pero pakiramdam ko prologue pa lang ito. Aabangan ko ang main story, doon na ako magku-comment. o",)

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[ROn, I am waiting for your review about Dan Brown's The Lost Symbol.]

Myk2ts said...

loving someone can be risky sometimes. it's like losing ten times. but who cares? love isn't a game anyways..

right Ron? :)

xtian1978ii said...

go for it. it will be better than thinking what might have been if you did and did not do

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@RJ read the book. I kind og like it

leslie said...

um, it's kinda weird, really, i almost cried reading this entry...i wanna jump na din :D

moonsparks said...

I would much rather have regrets about not doing what people said, than regretting not doing what my heart led me to and wondering what life had been like if I'd just been myself. - Brittany Renée

kaya go! sabi mo nga, spit it out! :)

aLONE but not LONEly said...

yan ang tunay na pagmamahal, hahamakin lahat makuha lang.

uy, tambay muna ako dito sa site mo. kinig ng music para makatulog.

Chyng said...

It's a nice thought. Dont be frightened, and just love! ;D

flamindevil said...

this is it.

i'm really tired of falling in love.

this love thing sometimes become an excuse for people to get laid.

i'm just playing the devil's advocate parekoy. i love the last part, cheesy yet sweet, very sweet. :D

'I'm going to jump, and scream I love you as I fall.'

Theo Martin said...

at sinu etu? swerte naman niya ;)

PUSANG-gala said...

I guess you can never be too old to understand the complexity of love---in love, we are all equal as we all fall victim to its complications at one point in our lives..... go for it mate. cheers~!!!

oddblood said...

you may never know what love really is..but don't ever hesitate to take risk. jump! instead of playing safe, be left behind and wonder someday what could've been if only you took a chance..

newey, nice BG music..dreamy, sarap pakinggan.. :D

dylan dimaubusan said...

Anu yan Love Suidide?..Wahahahaha!

Oh well, ganyan nga ata talaga kapag nagmamahal, hindi na alam kung anung iisipin..

Give your best shot then. Cheers sa mga taong inlab!!!

ShatterShards said...

I don't think I'm brave enough to jump. Not just yet, at least.

I know it's a few posts too late, but welcome back to blogging!

Fjordan Allego said...

love love love...

medyo di siya matunog sa akin sa mga sandaling ito.. hmm...

mas mainam na yun para pokus muna sa studies hahaha!