You have not known what you are.
You have slumbered upon yourself all your life.
Your eyes have been as much as closed most of the time.
What you have done is already in mockeries.

The mockeries are not you.
Underneath them
And within them,
I see you lurk...


-Walt Whitman


1.10.09

if you exist in this lifetime, then this is for you


Peyton,



I have taken the most dangerous step and it was worth every risk for it had led me to the lost piece to finally decode the never-ending riddle in my head. You are the comet that I once saw and now that you have found a way to light up my sky again, this time, I will never let go. Everything had fallen into place and I could no longer ask for more. I will no longer move for there is no better place; for the broken road had finally ended with you.

Shine your light to the heavens; paint it with stars from the palette of your hands. You are the arti
st and I am your art. With your brush strokes, I was brought to life in vibrant swirls and dynamic hues. I was alive. Not blank nor empty. I am filled, mouth brimming with love and colors your heart created and mine beat for, plunging my system into an overload; an intoxicating bliss that I wish not to end like an ever sweet reverie.

You make me exist and I love you.

Thank you for giving me a piece of your heart.


Without wax,








Lucas

15 comments:

Catch said...

one tree hill?!? im dont watch it but i think it's from the series...

Myk2ts said...

yes. you did it again, Ron. i wonder where you get the inspiration. keep writing. keep us INSPIRED. you are motivating people (me included,) to write. be safe.

Chyng said...

I can totally relate. Season 3 palang ako sa OTH. Yung there are 6 billion people, 6 billion souls. But sometimes all you need is one.

istepf said...

speechless..
namiss kong mgbasa ng mga gawa mo, but more than that, i miss YOU..

we should meet some time soon..

ingat h..

John Carl said...

I'm stunned.

I love the way your writing. It's so pure, gentle, and heartwarming.

:)

eye_spy said...

love love love one tree hill!

jonathan said...

If a real Peyton exists within your midst, then she is very lucky to have you. Any girl would be, you're a poet, a romantic and a true person.

Angelo said...

she's out there bro....

PUSANG-gala said...

""Somewhere out there beneath the pale moonlight
Someone's thinking of me and loving me tonight"---believe.

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fjordz said...

woah! na-miss ko ang One Tree Hill! hindi ko na talaga siya nasusubaybayan. Hopefully this sembreak makapag marathon ako ng series na to.

hmm.. nasabi ko na ba sayo? nasa www.hiraya.net na po ako ah? hehehe

eliment said...

hi ron, musta?

ibang klase talaga. ang galing! parang gusto kong kopyahin at i-send sa misis ko. hehe

quadro said...

i'm speechless. you're a great writer.

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haleyjames said...

..lucas,

..howdy? just finished "The Lost Symbol". you need to come by sometimes, i want you to be the one i can talk to about it.Ü (if you don't mind, i used your current banner as my desktop background, hehe. it really fits the moment. im so into symbols, secret codes and cryptic messages again. i miss you.)

..sin cera,

..haley.Ü

p.s. sana may letter din ako. hahaha.Ü